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[Feb. 18th, 2009|12:05 pm] |
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decided that there are too many bad memories here. i just want to run away and i just want a happier me. (: and story continues at http://im-apple.livejournal.com/ADDDDD MEEEEE HHHOHHHH.... :D |
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[Feb. 17th, 2009|04:22 pm] |
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fakerism shit.
yes. you.
BITCH. i dun like you. shuttup and FUCK OFF for all i care.
you know very well who you are. |
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| # ya back at CNY CHU 5 (: |
[Feb. 10th, 2009|04:44 pm] |
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okays. lets go all the way back to chu5 (:
its like RELIEZ INTERVIEW.
the door of you're in or just OUT!
emm.. sad to sae, i could not answer their question.
sorry. i only went for the outing once you see. ):
so i decided to stay and mingle more with them.. and camwhoring was the outcome!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
apparantly, my reliez ppl love camwhoring with their laptops....
AND THEY DID NOT TAG ME (AHEM* VANNESA)
LOL! thus... im only left with the lingyu's one and the programmer ALEX's
me lingyu and hakim tried making the FAs laugh by doing weird faces at the glass while they were interviewing and we succeeded!! HAHAHA! COOL.
somehow or wad, this mr goh got this habit of calling me DAJIE now. I FEEL DAMN OLD! NOOOOOO!! ):
took a polaroid shot tho
then it was like... dinner and HOME (:
CHU 6
cabbed to laoda's house with jerry (:
reached like damn early please. like only geng yi was there. THANKS.
its like being abandoned there while mr jerry happily chit chat and play with his GIRLFRIEND huh. LOL!
but it was way better when my girls came to my rescue! HURHURHUR! (:
LOVES ALAN LAOPA TO THE M-A-X LARHS!! :D
its like gambling all the way in laoda's house lorhs. a totally gambling den feel. WOAHS.
lost $5 in total. emmm.. quarrelled with Cheryl tho. BUT AIYARRR!!! this kind of things, sort it out jiu okays ler. I LOVE CHERYL ALOT STILL (:
and i felt quite song cheating mr eric like as if we haven reconciled. its S-O-N-G SONG! :D
cabbed all the way to meiwei's house!! ITS LIKE YO! I NEED TO SEE MY ARMY BOYS!!! (:
i did not regret my choice of chionging over!! SERIOUSLY! hahahaha. its damn damn damn nice to see dexter ng zhong hong like please (:
and amazingly we fitted in to the colour codes of the day! HAHAHA! :D
mahjong-ed on bumble bee's behalf!! OMGOMGOMG!!! its damn SONG! cuz i MAN-TAI won! WOOTS! :D
yar larh.. the bumble bee ps-ed for music and dance and drinks. EEYER! hahaha. dun wry. I LOVE YOU STILL (:
LOVELY ARMY BOYS! :D
awww. lets steamboat soon can!? WITH ME AROUND AND TWINNY TOO! :D
i cant imagine the laughter.
can you imagine the army boys singing army cheers and cheers that lasted damn long ago or even songs.
KNOCK IT DOWN NOW!
CHU7
VENOS LUNCH..
CUI DIAOS... why!? cuz message not spread properly.
im gonna go to one corner and draw circles like YAR.. ):
nvm. next one would be better ):
OKAYS! NEXT UP! YEAR 3's REUNION DINNER (: |
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| # MY HEART HURTS AND IM REALLY DRAINED UP! ): |
[Feb. 5th, 2009|02:56 am] |
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mummy hospitalised this morning in an ambulance.
damn sad to the max. its like the first thing i know when i reached home this morning.
2 days lacking of sleep. projecting non-stop.
presentation and project cock-up. mind blank out.
screwed up big time.
and some news that i only found out today.
twinny totally made my heart broke. idiot.
you broke my heart for being too sensible and suffered everything alone.
no more such thing please. I CRIED LARH.
idiot. ):
i hope you love the kaldeiscope okays?
smile like the sunflower and look into it whenever you are not happy (:
too bad, there really was no orange kaldeiscope. if not i wud have gotten one for you.
visited mummy after presentation
PAIN. P-A-I-N. mummy had lots of needles poked into her.
after hours of discussion, doctors decided to have operation on her.
F. PAIN. i swear. esp. the moment when mummy was being pushed away from us into the operation theatre. Our fears....
doc said it had smth to do with her previous op which i had in mind was like near 20years ago when mummy gave birth to me. sickening guilty and feeling bad now.. ):
its just weird without mummy at home tonight.
im waiting for the call from hospital to ensure mum is alright and ops has finished.
its not coming yet. ): |
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[Feb. 5th, 2009|02:50 am] |
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appetite is droppping drastically.
BIG TIME.
2 mouths of maggie mee could just make my day.
4 mouths of vitasoy made my breakfast.
3 pieces of sushi made my lunch.
1 plaster prata made my supper.
anything else more than this, i'd just vomit.
dun ask me why.
i think my mood is affecting my appetite.
BIG TIME.. ): |
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| # STOP THEM FROM FLOWING |
[Feb. 2nd, 2009|01:42 am] |
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i really had the impulse to cut away all connections throwing my handphone away, smashing it making a clear cut with everyone and run away at that moment.
what would have happened if i did so?
totally drained. i have had enough of nonsenses for just one day.
just shuddup and give me my peace.
tired of being a bitch that im not known to be. |
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| # IM STILL ABIT EMO-ING BUT CAN... |
[Feb. 1st, 2009|04:11 am] |
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it doesnt matter to me anymore.
there is no answer to who is right or wrong.
i give up.
i tried to gloat over the misfortune and tried my best to be the most chek ark person ever..
and i failed miserably.
its just not my characters. not ME.
after the anger subsided, im feeling sad over the misfortune instead.
fuck. wad kind of person am i!? omg.
dun understand my brain please.
i just cant bring myself to hate them.
OKAYS. I LOVE THEM.
sian and IM HUNGRY YET AGAIN (:
xi wang ni men guo de gen hao.
wo hui xue zhe wang ji (((:
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ITS LIKE CAN.
i need to chiong finish my individual assignment asap.
if not cannot play tml le.
((((: NO NID SLEEP LIAOS.
BYEEEEE.
LONG ENTRY NEXT. =x |
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| # HERE GOES MY CHU3 (((: |
[Jan. 29th, 2009|03:34 pm] |
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HAPPY CHU3 NIU YEAR!!! ((((:
its like a happy rayna house day!
except that i didnt eat dao MY MUAH CHEEE...
TWINNNYYYYYYYY.... ):
met up with fy, fion, xz and meiwei before heading over to twinny's house! (:
mango conflakes bubble-tea-d and bought oranges and sat on the bus. its like a damn long journey... felt like sleeping lorhs =x
bitched about almost everyone. thru the use of internet and blogs. HURHURHUR.
its like F-U-N. wheeeeeee... :D
CAMWHORED.
and i tried to take candid shots. and this was wad happened.
as you can see.. twinny was doing her reflection paper and she turned and posed. -.- Fion was sms-ing... FY was msn-ing!!!! and xz was actually blanking out at the back while i act as tho im taking photos of myself and MEIWEI WAS PLAYING WITH FY'S PHONE!!! okays. win liaos.
okays LOVES THEM TO THE M-A-X M-A-X! (:
although there is no collage of FY. AIYAR NVM LUH! LOL!
he dunnid me to love also! LOL! hoh!? :D
aiyar.. u better go and see the "tie-da" if not i'll DA you.
TWINNY TOO! ):
its like SATURDAY and SUNDAY!! :D
I WANN MY MUAH CHEE.. THANKS. |
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| # I FEEL LIKE A FOOL.. ): |
[Jan. 28th, 2009|03:57 am] |
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irritant(S).
i find humans scary.
and the more i find society SCARY.
i dunno who you are.
I DON'T.
you feel like total stranger to me.
SCARY.
but then again.
who am i to judge you?
thanks for knocking the REALITY into me.
were we really even friends?
stupid or naive?
if i can turn the time back.
i'd choose not to know you. AT ALL.
I choose not to tear for you anymore.
you are not worth it. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2009|01:18 am] |
okays.. bro called from india and is still chatting with me from 12 18am till now! LOLOLOLOL!
and we kept drawing non-stop to each other! HAHAH!
bro gave me an ang bao of $10 at first yo..
and i complained little.. so he gave me..
another "zero" making it into 100! LOL!
and my lovable bro drew me TOO....
NICE EHHH!?
i believe im more prettier THO! HAHAHAHAHA!
but its like LOVES LARH BRO!
BRUDDER LOVE YO! :D
okays.. its like.. he tried realli hard to write chinese words ah.. :D
but he dunno how to write support in chinese. AND I FORGT TOO! SAE YAYES! :D
okays.. back to convo! ;p |
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